SYY's Life

March.

2011-03-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

currently busy with all my school exam and others exam.. but luckily there's still got some spare time to spend with my love =)

something i don't understand that why is he always treated me so nice?

He never say bye to me until i say bye

he will 24 .7 pick up my call reply my msg

he will only sleep after i sleep

whatever i want or request i definitely get that

he will ignore everything just because of me

he never want to argue with me

he never scold me before

he willing to spend ALL the money on me.

he never say no if i ask him to do something. NEVER

he always do something unexpected(not kind of surprise thing)

there's one time he wait me outside my house from 330 to 8pm night without telling me and he dint eat anything from 8am to night 8pm bcos i angry at him. - silly

he will never break up with me

he always ready that i will break up with him

he never push me away once neither bit or punch me.

he very scare i say 'fan'

he very scare i angry

he will never eat much infront of me cos he gave part of his food to me.

he will never say no if i want to eat something although he dont really want to eat that.

he will acc me eat although he was damn full

when i'm angry, he will call me thousand and million times although he know i have already switch off my phone.

98/100 times he pay for the meal

he will sure tell me where he is everytime he step out from his house.

he will never go out with anyone if i dont like him to go out even with his family or cousin.

he will be very happy if i let him go out with his family(i'm like an evil)

he is good until you will say.. you are crazy.

i'm always scold him

always ignore his msg and call

i show unwillingly face to him when he ask me to help him do something.

i always angry at him, i even scolded him because i though he purposely want me to be fatty by giving all his food to me and he eat so little.

he 'request' me more then once to tell him where i am everytime i went out.. but i dint do that at all

i will always complain or scold him if we talk on phone more than half an hour or over 12am

everytime he call, i will only tell him i am very busy with my homework and dont kacau me

i dont like him going out with anyone when im suffering study.

everytime he will ask, can i go out with my family to watch movie? i will only reply.. go lor so enjoy. what a good life.. and of course..he wont go out with his family automatically.

yea yea yea i know i'm kind of sucks person. thats why i always ask him to switch gf. i always introduce leng lui to him and he said he hate leng lui, especially those who always think their are pretty. =..=

Mr. him... i m very bad right? i know...... i will treat you as good as i can once i finish all my 'lovely' exam.. pinky promise =)

And and hope something wont happen before my birthday..

HEllo

2010-11-02T11:19:00.000-07:00

long time dint update my dead blog... real long, reading back all those previous blog feel like going back to that age and time.getting old and old.. omg! i hate being 20++ years old..cant imagine that. i feel like i've change alot due to my study environment.. i use to hate A level alot alot...but now i indeed gain alot knowledge, thanks to the weirdo michelle LXY and samantha su. thanks for teaching me =) ooohh~~ holiday coming.. i appreciate every single holiday after exam.. only after exam.. feel different between normal holiday and holiday after exam..

As exam.. ECONOMICS... sure fail.. mesti punya.. i wrongly choose question.. DAMN!
what a important exam and yet i wrongly choose quetion.
one more thing~ after taking A LEvel..i can really understand the feelings of those student who die cos of their exam pressure. i use to think that way when i study so hard for the damn ECONs but at the end.. i get rubbish result.

WHATEVER.. i already start plannig what to do during my holiday.
result coming out next year.. at least still can live til next year. =) teehee~

2010-05-06T07:02:00.001-07:00

i dont know what language i am using now. my brain are not functioning ..i think i'm using yanyee's language.. sorry teacher..haha =)

dead blog~

2010-05-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

Just finish reading some friend blog...someword he mention.. make me feel so... (hard to describe.)

because of buying something this noon.. almost argue with my best friend

cos she knew we both lack of money to use..bcos of some misunderstand we need to face those stupid money problem.and i started to hate that thing which cost my income have to cut half.

what my friend told me in college today.. its really make sense.. (secret)

something cost RM29.90 was so so exp for me.. but RM299 is cheap for me to buy that things for my friend.pc always say me.. always buy things for other ppl but dint see you buy things for yourself.. when i think back.. its really true.i dint get anything at the end of every month.. but i get RM0.00 for every end of the month. i wonder where the money go.

while mention about the present word.. make me think back my previous birthday celebration.

i was so appreaciate that melissa spend her time with me instead of going out with her college friends.This is my plan for my birthday actually...

1.wanna watch gold class

2.wanna eat tony roma's cos see someone blog.. its taste nice!

3.lunch for exp dim sam.

p/s dont think that i just want everything to be exp..but we kept the money just to spend on that day.

early the morning... time arrangement all delay~.. cos my friend came by ktm.. wanted to eat dim sam in grand imperial and belanja my friends to eat..but bcos of the couple late. so we wait wait wait wait~~ pc mel and i felt so damn hungry. but i still wait~.. i told my friend that.. we go mid shopping first when you almost reach gv my a call.. and the parking so difficult to find!..damn.. finally.. pc found one =) suddely a call.. we reach adi.. where are you?.. one ringgit ticket watseted..after that we fetch my friend and we headed to bangsar. wanted to eat at grand imperial.. but pc say she got volcher RM50 for another restaurant.. so.. haiz~ nvm.. just change cos dont want to make her feel so watse. seriously there wasn't as good as grand imperial. while we eating...i realise my friend dint really eat.. so i asked them.. and they said.. oh.. my aunt suddely invite us to her house to take breakfast.. and i was so full now.i was like.. what the hell???!

after finish lunch.. wanna go watch movie in mid..gold class... my friend told me.. they cant afford to pay for the ticket.. haiz.. suan la.. just watch normal one.. and that day only cost 40.00 per gold class ticket.as pc and mel dont mind to pay for the ticket.. i told them.. nvm. we watch gold class la.. the couple ticket i pay for them.. and pc and mel like.. what?. noway!.. at last.. we dint make it. so we watch beauty on duty which cost RM9.oo, b4 the movie start.. i bought one puma jacket for pc and nike beg for mel... i dont know why i just felt so so happy when seeing them can get something they want.after finish watching movie.. kiah eng cant came to mid cos she just finish work at kepong... so...nvm la.. celebrate with her more important.. so i dint get to go tony roma's.

but we go garden.. anyway.. still taste nice. after going back home.. i think back.. i dint even go to anywhere i actually wanted to go.i want to make my 18th birthday special.. but i cant believe its end up like this.suan la~~~

i think i should go find Mr.Lin.

happy birthday!!

2010-03-01T21:48:00.000-08:00

phui cheng wish phui cheng=)
happy birthday phui cheng!!
i hack yan yee's blog!!yes!!!yeah!!
hahahaha!!

2010-01-09T08:29:00.000-08:00

I was wondering should i start working hard now or play first?... cos.. as a music teacher.. the most headache thing is student keep on absent and make me hard to replace.
cos i only go rawang once a week.Well.. i gonna shift to kepong.. so much nearer for me to go there.. and the student there keep on increasing(happy=) )and those teacher student list almost full.. i got the chance to teach cos got a teacher dont wanna to teach anymore
and my dad couldn't find a teacher who know piano and violin both..
so.. i am the best choice for him to choose to teach the group of student ..
no longer.. few electone student pop out on sat.. theres not electone
teacher on saturday.. here i am.~~ i teach those student. today..
the guitar teacher list was so so full.. from 8 til 6 full.. and today got
three new guitar new intake i was telling my mom this..
and my mom said.. so how?.. you teach la. you can wad... ( O M G ) tak mau... i dont like guitar.. and i dont want. so i was thinking.. should i teach full time or?.. just sat?... i want money... but hard to pass these student to the others teacher cos my dad definately wont let me do it. all this while.. i just keep quite.. even though i reject teaching this coming guitar student.. but once my dad say yes means yes. nothing can change his mind.. and i dont like.

=(

2010-01-09T08:11:00.000-08:00

Nowadays busy cleaning new house...nothing much to do there, cos quite clean,is good for me to have a new environment.. cos there is a very good place which everyone wish to stay inside.
i dont like there bcoz
1. so damn far til i cant meet my friend
2.tol fees expensive like shit.
3.hard to curi go out.. cos need time to reach home
4.i dont really like my cousin over there
5.ppl there like to compare this and that
6.like different world inside
7.and all those kids are all stupid RICH kids..and they dont use to be this crazy with us.
8. each and every houses there got big car and i dont =)
9.dont feel like making friend inside.cos their thinking is so much different
10.no one willing to come all the way from cheras to find ME.... T..T

O M G! sigh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

And i wish i can find pasar malam there. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
i wonder how if i order mac or pizza when i shift in. hahahah~ cos the security there was so so.....strict. ppl cant get in unless the owner use the inter house phone(special phone which extra pay) to call.. only the guard trust. no Ic no License accept.. i only like one thing there... SAFE..

i PASSSSSSSSS!!!!

2010-01-07T08:29:00.000-08:00

unbelievable!.. i pass my exam! so shock cause got to know the result so fast.not more than a month. i was on phone with phui cheng yesterday... then my mom suddenly sent me a message said that'' you fail in your piano exam'' that time i was like... =..= and i stop talking with p.c.. and my mom came up.. said.. you see your own..(she gave me the paper) i looking at it.. it wrote there.. 73/100 ... but i still looking at it for long time.. and i keep asking my mom.. why i failed?.. why i failed?.. then my mom said.. you dont know how to see the marks?.. then she ask me.. how many marks there written as pass? i said.. 60. but in my heart i still thinking.. why i failed.. why i failed.. then my mom said.. mean? PASS la. then i straight away cry..hahaha.. too happy!! until now i cant believe i pass.. cause i having my spm exam.. and spm finish at 14 and my piano exam was on 16.. and i only start practising since nov..until now i still cant believe i pass.. my god!.. one more to go!! one more!!! FTCL.. one more.. then i can fly. no need to face any piano exam anymore..! yes!.... and now.. nightmare start... have to choose for my exam song again.. and this time... the pieces all very long .. i found the first pieces.. 2 9 pages!.. omg.. 3 more to go.. dont know how many pages i need to practise.. omg.. and this exam need one hour long man. haizzz...

Have to choose 4 from this list... =..=

Change change change....=)

2010-01-05T08:42:00.002-08:00

Within this year.. i keep changing phone.. hahah..hehe.. cause is too fast that i feel boring to phone.. so i change change change.. hehe=) and phui cheng bought me the Sony ericson W705 phone and a adidas jacket.. thanks babe phui cheng =) hehe..

Hapiness

2010-01-05T08:13:00.001-08:00

been to alot of places, it makes me feel so cool and nice!... got the chance to try something new during this short holiday... is so short.. during the holiday.. phui cheng , tutor and i was trying something new'shisha'?.. (dont know how to spell)haha.. not really nice to try.. haha! cause we dont know how to use. and we was like looking around to see how ppl do. funny.. staying at phui cheng house for three days... went back late... was sing k with her brother til 2.. actually should be until 4 but her brother need to sleep early.. so.. we got to stop.. before going to neway.. we met alex lee.. his face look so funny.. i think he shock cause he saw us. hahaha.. and i also went to watch AVATAR in Gold class cinema at pav.. is awesome! i must try it again.. cos i addicted to it.haha.. and we also celebrate our countdown with chen teng they'll..haha. its fun! =)

My face so red!.. cause of wine

Her drink sucks

wine

her drink suckshaha

=)

2009-12-17T09:08:00.003-08:00

oh ya... i am the QUEEN now.... hahaha! nothing to think about.. only. sleep, watch tv , comp, and eat! yes! freedom!!!!~~!!~~!

day out~

2009-12-17T08:34:00.000-08:00

AIYA! forgot to take pic with tutor... grr!! day out with pc at nooon.. we went to sg wang.. searching somehting to buy for tutor. gonna exchange on 24th 12a.m sharp! haha.. excited =)
evening went to pav to watch new moon.. not really nice to watch.. cos we sat at the first roll! wth, having dinner with tutor at tony roma's all dishes was so big. we cant manage to finish all. haha. so watse! after that pc and i went near by my house reataurant to have our supper with my aunt and cousin. reach home at 12.am.. dint feel tired... bagus! haha forgot to take pic.. cos we dont use to take pic always..so we only toke few.. hehe =) wearing sri garden shirt.. feel nice in pav.. feel bad in sg wang.. haha!

down syndrome.......(left)

2009-12-14T08:12:00.000-08:00

Just got to know the real name of the x-men is wolverine but not volvin. hahahaha
just finish celebrating cousin birthday with all my cousin and phui cheng..
we had a great time there... hope she wont mind that my family is quite weird..
cos we'll know music.. thats why we like to change ppl song and singing in public.haha!
we are the mort noisy ppl eating there.just a simple celebration.. but i felt happy. maybe is bcoz long time dint had fun til so late.bcoz of SPM but now.. FINISH! sigh.. still got my piano exam..
but after wed..i am the queen of the world!!! yay!!

funny chat

2009-12-10T09:19:00.001-08:00

Pc trying to draw one funny silly pic.. is about my leg.she's trying to explain about volvin.cos my leg nail injured her leg.. so she call my nail as volvin.. cos its the x-men that guy with long knife in his hand.haha... feel like kill her after knowing what she mean.

ME:What are you talking about?
PC:volvin..
ME:what is that?
PC:hmm..

spider man friend de,,

hand there sharp sharp..

ME:i dont knwo a

dont know what you talking about

Phui Cheng:

aiyoyo..

oh..neh..

ur hand tat day kena the pen ma right ??

tat part there got sharp sharp thing out de..
Me:aiyor!!!

haha

x-men iziit?

Phui Cheng

yea yea =)

aiyo..

ME:you....

haha......

make me laugh like hell

Phui Cheng

i draw the leg out aledi also wo..

forgot the leg ma ?? =)

ME:leg what happen?

Phui Cheng

jinneh forgot ??

ME:yea

Phui Cheng :

u see the pic ar..

middle the sharp sharp de..

is ur leg wo..last time..

remember ????

Me:dont remember....

worrior?

Phui Cheng:

no no no..

u kena my leg de..

then i say ur leg like x men the guy..

ME:i hurt your leg izzit?

Phui Cheng:

yea yea..

tats y i call as volrin ma..

And the other..
kiah eng was asking what are we doing

M S ❤ J O U J O U says:

u guys doing wad

Phui Cheng says:

我不知道要做什么

(hahahahaha)

2009-10-31T08:33:00.001-07:00

A very lame day going out with two lame person steph and pc at night.. no tuition today.. so thinking want to ask who out.. at last.. we call pc's friends.. steph.. the stupid go ts watch movie..cos we're too free and dont feel like study =)
we go jj to take our macdonal meal... haha. and go watch movie.. after that we go duno where to celebrate our halloween day =) have lot fun. steph make lot jokes.. she and pc is just like perfect match.both of them thinking is the same and the way they talk also same. haha!! gonna to go out with steph after spm again!.. (i know you're excited phui cheng) haha!!! anyway... happy haloween day!

stress!

2009-10-18T01:10:00.000-07:00

也许我做太多的青少年问题的作文吧…我…自己也受影响了。我写不完我今年和明年还有多少事还没完成。我以为天下的父母会尽量的帮孩子解压力，但…我父母将会遇到经济问题…在我心目中，我哥是个认钱不认人的人，我妹妹是个omg的人，只有我在父母将面临问题上作出反应，我以为这些事大人是不好告诉孩子们的，向反的，我父母一五一十的告诉我，每当我和妈妈谈到钱方面的问题，她都会说我很自私，只想到我以后读书没钱用。我都不是这个意思，唉~算了。…我不但要在学业上得到好的成绩，音乐上也要。我不是只是面对一种乐器的考试而是几个。在家庭里，我是很难和我父母沟通的，他们总觉的他们永远都是对的。我父母每次先开口和我说话都是骂无谓的东西，说人家的孩子这个那个。从来没有和我们谈过要去那里玩。我很羡慕那些可以一家人去看电影的孩子，一起去旅行的孩子，每天谈话有说有笑的家庭。这种那么辛福的家庭我会有机会得到？我现在只希望在这个两个月内，我不会又要再承受另一个压力。

点名

2009-10-09T09:15:00.000-07:00

点名

遊戲規則:
1.被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
2 .這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去
3 .不能回傳，否則犯規!
4 .被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。
5.請點10個朋友, 不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

★ PART 1
Q01.你的大名?→ Seo Yan Yee
Q02.你認為什麼才算是真正幸福?Can get what i want
Q03.你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼? → both also important, because important
Q04.你相信天長地久嗎?→ sometimes
Q05.你現在過得快樂麼?→ Not really
Q06.如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎?→Some dui fang.
Q07.喜歡小Baby嗎?→ ok ok lo
Q08.覺得友情是永遠的麼?→ 是
Q09.希望自己多大結婚?→ above 25
Q10.你會為她做自己從來不會做的事情?→ dont know
Q11.你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好?→ 直发.
Q12.最想去哪裡旅遊?→ wastern country
Q13.一輩子都不會忘記的事?→the time i spend with my friend family =)
Q14.如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回她?→ wont.will revenge what he did to me.and will did the same thing to him.=)
Q15.看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰?→ wanna sit inside the aeroplane.My favourite
Q16.你會愛他一輩子麼?→ er.......... see lo
Q17.喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個?→ like me de
Q18.你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛?→ anything
Q19.如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼?抱著他?→ smell,and punch him.cos canot sleep b4 i sleep.hahaha!
Q20.如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是?→ the person
Q21.你會後悔過自己的決定嗎?→ 有时候
Q22.現在最迷什麼?→ buy things for ppl
Q23.你是好孩子嗎?→ yea yea yea =)
Q24.覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要?→ love.cos i dont like bread
Q25.如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣?→ watch movie
Q26.如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣?→ ask him go die
Q27.现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事?→ die.cos dont want live under pressure life.

★ PART 2
Q01.是誰傳給你這份問卷的?→Babe Jou
Q02.你們認識多久呢?→ form 3
Q03.她對你來說重要嗎?→ very important!
Q04.你與她的關係是?→ close friend
Q05.請問她的興趣是?→ blogging,listening to latest song.and take pic. haha
Q06.你覺得她的個性如何?→ abnormal funny person.
Q07.她在你心目中是幾分?→ almost 100%
Q08.睡覺前第一件事?開風扇?喝水?→ take out my spec
Q09.你的偶像?→no one
Q10.你喜歡的季節?→ winter
Q11.你打工麼?→ yea
Q12.打工次數?→3 years
Q13.你想去的國家?→ dont know. as long can sit inside aeroplane. yay!
Q14.你討厭什麼樣的個性?→ act cool.
Q15.你會抽煙麼?→impossible
Q16.你會喝酒麼?→ will try
Q17.你常哭麼?→ nope
Q18.你常笑麼?→ 当和朋友在一起的时候
Q19.你喜歡去哪玩?→cinema
Q20.去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼?→ of course no!
Q21.是假日時你都睡到幾點?→ 9 to 10
Q22.今天的天氣是?→ 晴天
Q23.你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎?→ dont know

★ PART 3
Q1.我的BGM好听么?→ ?
Q2.你的皮包里有什么说说吧?→ nothing
Q3.你生命中最重要的人是?→ Grandma and family
Q4.啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀?→ nice food
Q5.现在有喜欢的人吗?→ 有！
Q6.你還喜歡他(她)嗎?→dont like but love!
Q7.你觉得我坏吗?→ who?

=)

2009-08-14T02:09:00.001-07:00

finally..! get my certificate for my previous Diploma piano exam =)
after half year only can get back.. such a long time...~~~
but... its make me have to mood to take exam! haha... aynway... having the second diploma soon. sigh~

=)

2009-08-14T02:09:00.000-07:00

The annoying things..

2009-08-14T01:51:00.001-07:00

Everytime have to fight with it...... its annoying just like phui cheng.. dont see his cute.. its fake! hahaha!!!!

Korean food!!

2009-08-14T01:32:00.000-07:00

I like korean food very much!.. haha.. all my friend got a car.. so we can go anywhere we want.. =)
my lovely friend melissa.. wanted to hang out with her but no chance. cos she stay too far.. too bad.. =( so.. finally yesterday got a chance to go out with her.. haha!Poor MOjojojojojojojojojo cant join us.. haiz. haha!!..
melissa introduce this.. taste nice =)

kimchi soup

Phui cheng's favourite

the head head

The bored day~

2009-08-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

Had burger King earlier the morning.. taste nice.. got the chance to ate that cos my dad like it=) daddy dont let us eat fast food.. so is good that he like burger king.. haha!
after finish that.. going to teach my student.. sigh.is really bored.cos they'll are just beginner.
but i like the time when i finish teaching! yay!! =)
yummy~

Funny student.. happy to teach them, cos they are the last two student.haha!

Thanks and =(

2009-08-02T04:51:00.000-07:00

Thank you very much for helping me set this new look of my blog kiah eng =)
i got no this patient to sit infront comp and set this or design or facebook and etc etc...
is hard for me to wait something it takes time... so kiah eng decided to help me on this. hehe
but i have this mood to blog for today hehe...for no reason..
the day is coming... SPM.. everyone is busy with their study.. but i am busy with my musin stuff
... i am really having a big pressure..something horrible happened in my life on june 好不容易才過了一段很難過的日子...i know the things wont end , the problem will just running around my life.. the things had past.. feel bit happy.. but now more confusing.. whenever i toke up the book ready to study.. my heart will feel.. haizz. which should i study first leh?.. because my theory exam and school trail is on the same week. i got only 23 or even less day left.. i really hope there's nothing happen now onwards..i so admire for those ppl who their parent wont care about their result and life happily without any pressure. i am just a girl which life under a pressure life..
my future is already set.. cant change. i dont wanna to be a musician.. but i cant.. i have too sigh.~ what to do? i really hope that this year will end faster.. maybe i will feel much more better after this year.. ppl taking this result for collage.. but i am taking this result for uni. so.. my parent keep on telling me this is very important.. the SPM start at november.. and my piano exam is on dec. and i havent finish practise.. ppl who in grade 1 to 8 take one year to prepared their piano exam.. i only take 6 month to prepare my LTCL diploma...just dunno what to do!!... T.T

09-02-09

2009-02-09T06:04:00.001-08:00

Today.. i woke up at 10.49 hehe(phui cheng i know what time was it..) haha! and.. is really hard to wake a pig up, phui cheng. hahah... yesterday night phui cheng 's mom had plan to go watch movie.. The wedding game at times square 1.25 pm today . so after finish brush teeth and all that.. pc's family and i toke lunch at Ts OLD TOWN.. after finish lunch.. is only 12.35... so we spend our extra time in playing games in ding ding cheong.. when almost time.. we went back to the cinema and watch our movie.. consider nice movie.. hehe... after finish movie, go to phui cheng hosue again ,very tired.. may be not enough to sleep..finally i only went back home at 5 seomthing.... hahar~~~~ nice day.. and thats more plan for coming weekends.. hehe =) love the time when spending time with her and her family.. cos her family are the same type,funny... hahaha! love you all :)

8-2-09

2009-02-09T05:37:00.000-08:00

Last sunday.. i went to a dinner at Grand imperial, Bangsar with phui cheng's family and relatives.. during having dinner they ask me to go for a BBQ party in the coming sunday with her relatives at her grandma house which is today..this nooon... 4pm++ i went to phui cheng house and her dad fetch us to her grandma house.. is a huge house~~ and tradisional design.. we had fun there.. at nigh..a very nervous time for me.. cos phui cheng's mom call my mom to get permisson for letting me to overnight at her house cos tomoro is a public holiday.. and my mom... allowed!=) excellent...! after finish BBQ at her grandma house.. we straight went back home... the night time for me is very precios..so.. we(me.. phui cheng.. phui cheng' bro... pc's brother gf)decided to go sing k,but is fully book.we can only get an empty room at 12.30. so we change our plan to go CC .... hahahahaha . we play different game.. at last we find out a very cute special game which four person can play.. after finish playing.. is already 2 am somthing.. but we still take our supper at mamak restaurant... hoho. we finish our activities at 3 somthing. nice day~~~ hehe..

7-12-2008

2008-12-07T09:23:00.002-08:00

Today... my cousin and i go to kepong and visit my cousin.. on the way to there... was raining!!!.... haha... my favourite...=).. at the same time... was sms-ing with a person. who i miss her much~... for making her to remember the time.. i toke a pic which i like the most and green jacket at 4.05 pm. haha. cos.. she present me the jacket.. yahahaha!!!..... so ... do you know why i ask you the time???~haha

2008-12-07T09:23:00.001-08:00

Nice green jacket....Love it

3-12-2008

2008-12-07T09:13:00.000-08:00

Early the morning.. phui cheng mom's came to my house and fetch me to school for basketball tranining... i dont really feel tired that day.. cos we dint train lot.. but talk lot. haha... afther the basketball traning.. my tutor had ask me and pc to play badminton with her student and her as well at noon.. after every activities.. we went home(oc home) and rest... at the night time... we had a little sadness and unhappy... but.. it just for while..after finish our dinner.. we feel like acc each other more.. so pc ask me to call my mom and ask for her permission to let me overnight at her house.. and my mom allowed!.. haha.. that night we slept at 4 seomthing.that night.. i realies something the tpc i know is really different when she chat with others.. this make me abit surpprise cos the way she treat me is totally different haha..she look so cold to others when chatting.. reply so few... and dint think of what to chat with others erm.. (seldom think) but when she chat to me.. dunno why we go lot things to chat about.. and everytime she find the topic haha.. pai seh pai seh..i though she treat everyone also so happy and funny... i get to knew this is after viewing a person chat box.. aiyaya...tpc..you should not like this..~and the second day we woke up at 11 seomthing.. after finish visit a friend.. pc and i went back home( my house) and we play til midnight.. 2 seomthing... pc mom fetch her back.. and is time for us to said bye~... for the third day... i am going to see her again.. cos we having tuition at 2 something... we toke lunch together.. after finish tuition.. we play til mid night again.. 2 seomthing same... her mom toke her home... and said bye agai.. haha. for this few day.. i really had lot fun hahaha.. cool...

3,4,5-12-2008

2008-12-07T08:45:00.001-08:00

haha... we act..

yay... finally.. we take pic~ haha

the third day... never choi me again... so... take pic~ hahaha!

uuuh~ playing...and never choi me.. so i take pic again

Second day..~

When she ignore..i take this pic... (first day)

playing~

Bit crazy... playing web although we just sit behind each other.. =)

7 days left

2008-11-10T07:27:00.000-08:00

The day that make me feel scare and pressure is coming soon... on 17 of november.. the pressure month 'november' gave me pressure every year.. everytimes also piano exam.. piano exam... if not is... voilin exam.. then organ exam... and guitar exam.. i cant same month and day with other student like they usually take exam on july.... cos my mom dowant to let others teacher know that i am taking any exam.. and this year... i am taking my piano competition.. the ppl who join this..i think they will take at least more than 5 hours to practise aday.. and me...will only take one and the half hour only...6 hours for me is very hard.. i practise everyday now.. but still very hard to practise.. cos.. lot MISTAKE... haiz..and all my relative told me that.. everyone take more than 5 hours ar...you know what.. i need to on my tv only i can practise.. haha!!! cos... dunno.. feel too lonely... haha...at least.. everytime practise until too tired. i can watch tv to relax my hand..
i am gonna to be a happy kid in the world on 22 of november!!! yeah yeah~cos.. the competition is over..

Am i really like music?...

2008-10-19T02:05:00.000-07:00

AM i?... i dunnno... am i really like piano.. if you ask me.. i will say no. and i hate it. But i dont dare to say.. i scare i am cursing myself.. thats why i say i like music to everyonw.. what is my ambition?... i alwways wrote a music teacher... actually it all bullshit.. i dont wanna to be a musician... i wanna be a person that never related about music at all... i feel like my piano teacher always watse my dad money... and my time.. she teach so relax.. just talk... something that i dunno... she as a teacehr should teach.. not ask my to find out myself.. let me ask you guy... if a teacher ask you.. you play piano no feeling only your hand moving.. whats the point?.. can any one teach me how to answeR?... huh?.. can you?.. i cant answer.. and... she looking at me for 15 minit... or more.. just waiting for my answer.. why you play like that?.. never think b4 you play.. why will you like that?.. why should i answer?... cos i really dunno... i tried to start nicely.. but.. she always said i play wrong no feelings.. i did put lot feellings... but she said i dint at all... and ask me why i never put.. i already put.. and ppl said i never.. what shoud i answeR?... today class.... i only play for 2 LINE .... and cost RM 100... what the shit... she will only like... wrong.. play again... play again.. play again.. yea.. i am wrong.. you should TEACH Me.. if not?.. what for i paying my money?... ask me to sing out the melody.. i hate sing... force me to sing.. k.. i sing... then?.. get scold... ask me... are you going to sing what you play?... i say no.. and she like... THEN?!fine.. i tahan.... i am a person that... keep quiet is the best. evern i am dint wrong.. i will just teeling myself.. dont worried is not my fault.. cos i DONT DARE that i dint wrong.. if i tell.. it mean.. i argue with her....*ding zui* thats why i keep quiet.... i go for a master class last 2 weeks.. and the teacher wont watse time.. evern i am wrong.. he will just like.. play for me.. and play in my hand... non stop.. and keep teeling me like that like that... why should she ask my teory things?... thats is my weakness... and she ask again... ask like... what is the meaning of.. moderato con moto franquillo?... what the shit is that?.. i really dunno... and.. she keep waiting for my answer... of course i dunno... wait agian.... while she talking lot.. i sit like. very lazy... the leg dint put at the pedall...then she ask my stand up.. and she do what pose i did just now... and ask me.. why is your leg like that?... i really dunno why my leg will no put at the pedal.. cos... she talk too long.. thats why i put down.. then she ask me why i dint put above the pedal?... can anyone tell me how to answeR?.. i relly need this answer.. cos she will ask again... question like that.. if i dont answer.. i think.. one hour just talk... today.. i just play.. not more than 10 minit which cost RM100.... omg!!!!!!!! i dunno what should i do now.. and i can tell is.. i hate that song!

tired~ sleepy

2008-10-16T09:39:00.000-07:00

tonight is a really *geng* day.. pv and i have spend 5 hours for reveision math.. cos tomoro is our math exam.. the things is.. i am not too sure that i really can understand all.. cos... after 2 3 hours... is going to be quiet and quiet ... cos i am tired.. somemore.. i have to wait for my teacher teach me math.. cos she teach pc first... and i was like a so po waiting there.. but it gv me more time to think.. but one thing is.. after teacher teach pc... she wont like teaching back wat actually she's teaching to pc.. cos.. it bored if repeating the same things.. so.. at last.. i cant get what she mean... and that is my weak chapter..! my god.. haizz.. have to revision back my own now.... wrtitting this blog down cos.. my sis open it.. so.. update! so.. got to go study again...(i think) good night..~

stress~

2008-10-08T06:53:00.000-07:00

uhu~ long time never write blog adi.. say a hi firs.. hehe...
now is my school exam week... i started to hate writing .. cos i have to write so much so much word.. all in essays form. omg~ really hard.. dunno what to write about.. have to memorize so much of point.. and example.. aiks. but~ even that if i finish my exam i also wont so that happy..
cos.. the next big challenge for me is he piano competition.. i never take any competition before.. erm... may be got... when i was 5 i think... but that time i dunno feel nervous.. may be i am still small... but now.. i am so worried about that.. cos.. that result can take me to a good university if i get good result.. cos there are many teacher come from different country.. cos this is an asian competition..so..if i play well... hmpm~~ nice uni lor..~ i got my list last week...there are 17 ppl in my group.. i versus... thailand, korea,japan,indonesia,singapore and malaysia as well.. i am the youngest in this group.. so..really stress ... aikss~~ poor poor me..

12-8-2008

2008-08-12T05:23:00.000-07:00

Today when i woke up.. i received a message from a human.. the human being said... shes not coming to school. at first...i duno wat my feel..but in school... especially after school... what a sad things.. really luckly that i got melissa chan to accompany me... but today melissa chan got to science lab already.. so.. i have to walk down by myself without talking.. cos yong enn go for the kiwanis activities when 2.30 so.. i got no friend in 4k2 that accompany me go down. when i am down stairs... i waiting melissa for such a long time.. haha... (alone).. haiz.. haha.. after today... i learn a new feel..i know that feel when i am in japan and leave her alone in sri garden...

08-07-2008

2008-07-08T03:36:00.001-07:00

in pass few month..i have register for audition for asia chopin piano competition..I have join few years before which i was in 12 years old.. but i failed cos i scare... But now... if i dont join.. i wont have this chance to join anymore..cos if not i have to wait until next two year. haha!!! yay.. i am so happy today... cos i have been chosen for stage one! haha.. this is really hard to in.. i am happy cos i been chosen.. i though it impossible.. cos my piano teacher make a mistake when i am going to audition..she see wrong the instuction... the song we prepare is not for audition... my god~~~ my mom keep asking me to try and try.. ok~ i try... quikly choose a song.. which stated in the list... and i only use two weeks time to play such a fast song.. haha... so luckly still can in~ hoho.. happy happy...but sad things is.. my parent ask me to quik basketball.. cos in now.. i am preparing my LTCL diploma piano exam and also my coming competition... phm.. but i dont think i will quik.. cos i like that.. =) but if some other reason.. i do quik..

2008-07-05T11:59:00.000-07:00

The relationship like this is really unstabil...dunno what to say... because i am too young for him? i dont know... why must we think all this things?.. it just will bring us unhappy..but still.... got the good side...if we talk all this.. we wont argue much next time...today is the second day of my basketball competition.. my shoulder.... very pain~~ even worse now..really hurt.. cant even wear my shirt myself... clip my hair also canot... very painful~~ i am got alot stress nowaday~ exam result makes me unhappy.. japan trip make me unhappy... teaching make me unhappy, friend make me unhappy... even my boy make me feel sad too. just dunno...i cant tell my parent that i injured because of basketball... they will sure ask my not to join... i am a girl that cant play basketball... once hurt my finger.. that is a very big problem. cant even sleep tonight... very unhappy.. the stupid cat sleep so early... ask her wake up say lazy... in now i really need her. In my heart now... got only question mark.. nothing else.. dunno wat to do ... dunno wat should i think.. say.... exam coming soon... again... no mood to study. why cant just ppl just treat me ever more better?... i really dont like to think... gv comment... really want to blame myself.. for making so much truble for myself...if i dint ask to learn voilin...and organ.. i can dont teach...if i dont ask for making friend.. i wont have this problem... why am i so silly go take olivia job?.. and i am helping.. and somemore there got ppl say i should not hate the person no matter wat she did to me cos i snatch her job... i change cos i want to change the way that ppl judge me ... in some case.. if my friend did something that make another unhappy.. is very automaticaly other ppl will think that i ask her to do so... i lead them....i try once before.. got one time .. when i stop walking and walk to the back... the whole gang like.. stop down and look at me.. they move when i ask them to walk first... why must be like this?... haiz~~ really dunno what to do..!

competition

2008-07-04T10:36:00.000-07:00

This is the second match i have played in my life... is really nice to play ... fun..sporty...and lot..
today competition... dunno why my chest suddenly very very pain.. and i very hard... very hard to breath..when coach change eng zi to replace me .. and i just cry back to my seat. the tears.... cry.. is uncontrolable... very suffer... when i crying... even hard to breath... like almost die. wow~~! so scary. i never feel that before... my breath sound so laoud...and my face so the red... scare my friend... haha!! but is really good and nice to play... yeaha... next week still got two match to go.. wuhuu~ excited

2008-06-26T06:37:00.001-07:00

My friend will may be feel weird why i am abnormal this few day...hahahahah
start now... i am trying not to walk in the first place.. when i think back... is so silly..
all my friend.. like to walk behind me.. and when i say go there.. and they go there... when i say go... then they go.... i dowant to go... they dont go.... sometimes... feel bad... and they dunno. i wish that someone will gv me opinion in everything... is a very hard problem to solve by making commnet where to eat.. go.. play... seriously. this is the problem that.. if anything happen to my close friend... others will just blame me. cos is just like lead them to do so...i dont start talking or the conversation... they wil though i angry... bad mood.. why dont they start talking to me first.?... i i really really dowant them to be like... the (omg ppl) always want me to start first. it will just always make me to remember HIM! isn't good that i become a quite ppl ?

story~

2008-06-26T06:21:00.000-07:00

Kinda free now...just wanna to write a story for someone who view my blog...
In this world.... got few types of relationship.. gay,less and the normal one... in this story.. is about a pair of weird friend... they are very very friend, one of them.. are mostly like a boy(call as A).. and another is mostly like girl(call as B)...

One day.. the B friend realise that the A friend is very good in making friend... the A friend got lot ppl wanna be her friend.. or try to close to her.. of course... the B friend will started to be jealous... cos B scare her friend will rampas by others friend... After few years later... the B friend is getting worse.. like cant live without A... Even B will jealous if the A treat others friend same as B. The B dont even know why is B become like this..asure that.. this is not LESS! cos the B will only fall inlove with boys! Got few times b4~~ the B not happy with something.. but B never say out or tell the A.. COs B dowant the A feel like...B is kind of so mafan ppl and kind of like to be so easily jealous or.. stupid. So B just sabar....just try not to think about it. AT the end... i just wanna to know... WAt relationship is this.... can anyone tell me?.....(haha)

2008-06-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

long time dint online ler...feel so boring to online. is good... so that i can spend more time in something useful~owhowhowh.. my student getting more and mroe... very tired... suffer...sleepy. dunno how. hope my parent can find a new voilin teacher as soon as possible so that i can rest.. my study is getting worse adi nowaday.aiks..

2008-06-07T22:52:00.000-07:00

Tomoro is my school reopen day... feel like going to school.. but scare to received my school exam result. My brother is coming back lu~~ quite happy but i dont think i can practise my piano as much as i practise at home while he's not in malaysia. The house is going to be noisy again! yeah! MY right hand muscle injured ler... haiyor.. wat for do the push up lar.. i so za still want to do.. now make my hand cant even move..still got sound somemore.. eeyer~~like the bone and bone fighting.. =.= . pain.

Rubbish

2008-05-29T09:48:00.001-07:00

Not every one will know their bad habit and all those bad things..so am i..
but i only know soemthing... wat my friend say about me... i dont really agree.. may be is true..
but i dunno how can it change.
Few weeks ago.... i start to hate a FUCK.... until now... the hate is include hate... and jealous.
I am a very weird person.. i will very easily get bad mood and angry for none reason.
and also very easy to hate someone..until very long time. i know this is such a very bad attitude. but is really hard to change. haiz.... I only dare to say one person bad thing....which is tan phui cheng.... i really dont like her 3 things....
1. Her action is really slow like...... slower than a snail...may be even slower
2. SHe always want me to gv opinion.. which make me confuse. is almost everytime
3. dunno how to say....

About others person...... eeyer.. dont want to say.. later ppl will kill me. i know myself than good le..

there are so many hate in school. school time.. break lunch.. after school . just everything. I cant share it... cos i willl lost all my friend. so.. is better that keep in heart. shh~~
Anyway.... dont ever think that ppl bad things.. think about your first only talk about others...
May be there are so many person hating you. and you pretend they like you... if you really do... than that is really shit lo....i know i am one of the shit.. but hope no others member join in.

SunwaY~~~

2008-05-29T09:35:00.000-07:00

I am a person that... really really really scared about all every ghost things... i know its fake.. but i am still scared until can dont sleep for one month. i know i hv to change this attitude.. i am 16 years old adi!!! still dont dare to sleep alone. wat a shame. yesterday i really hv fun with my friend at sunway lagoon. of course i hv learn something there.(secret). At night... really really tired.. wanna to watch my favourite movie.. can believe i fall asleep in the sofa.swimming and water make me tired! Injured in sunway... luckly got piano lesson. if not.. i think i will go for *tit da* for saving me leg.Until today still walk like cacat ppl. haha~~ funny. I really dont like to go shoppng honestly... unless go with my parent. i can buy anything.. and i got no the patient for watting friends buying this and that.. giving opinion....comment..bla bla bla i rather just go for a movie.. shopping make me sick man... steal is better than buy. yea~~~

haha... miss that day..

2008-05-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

Few days ago.. my cat come and stay in my house which is wednesday.. we really have a good day there.. earlier in the morning at 7 o'clock we go to school together until 4 school finish go back to her house together.. after taking bath haha... time to buy something.... which is gouing to destroy our organ at the longest pasar malan in cheras.. after that we are going to the next station.. my house.. hhaha! is time to eat!!! nice and full like hell.. haha... after finish.. prefer to study.. at last dint study wat a important subject...SEJ!! esei... dying..~haha.. we have giving up for study that ... cos we wanna play in my room... wat a romantic.
there got two single bed and we still choose to sleeop in one single bed.. so........... nice!
hahahaha... earliear in the morning 7 o 'clock.. time to go to school.. go together... until4... after taking her back.. is time to say bye bye..~~BUT!... we meet agian at 10.30 to almost 12.. wat a nice day.... good life... haha. thanks for giving me happy TAN PHUI CHENG! mwakxz!

Happy Mother's day

2008-05-11T07:46:00.004-07:00

Wish all the mama happy mother's day..

After all the daily activities... haha.. finally dinner.. is time to celebrate.
Too bad that my brother cant join.. we eat so much nice food and his favourite food.. haha

Happy Mother

2008-05-11T07:46:00.001-07:00

8-5-2008

2008-05-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today is such a tired day. after finish trainning basketball.. go to leisure mall and buy some revision books. exam is coming also.. still got lot subject havent prepare yet.. suffering. everyone is asking me whehter i got study anot.. even i got, i also cant tell ... cos it dosen't means that.. after revision so that i can get good result. dowant them to feel like... i am change.. so hardworking.. bla bla bla but get a shit result. aiks.. dunnno lar.. feel like giving up some subject.. but after teacher gives up the tips.. feel much more easy for me.. but i stil need time to revise and study back. I am a kind of very careless and stupid person since my mom born me. dunno why. wat a shame! really hate myself.

Wats that?..

2008-05-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

Love sometimes can be good.. and sometimes can be very bad and hurt.
i hv met so many stupid sucker boy who have chasing me before... when they chasing me they will:

1.Every time call me sweetheart(vomiting) when they like..
2.Always ask when i accept them even that i hv already ask them to give up
3.Boy:I just cant let go my ex gf... dunno why.... others day.. hey i miss you(me) so much..(fuck)
4.Hey introduce more leng lui to me.... hehe...
5. Tell you hoh... i think i like my gf very much now.. haiz. feel want to couple back..(tell me for wat?)
6. haiz.. dunno why got so many girl want to kacau me nowaday(diu lor.. really)

wat kind of guys is THIS?

ATTENTION!!
I am not lan ci or wat... just feel very not song.. so i write it all down.. haha.

The holiday of 1st of May

2008-05-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

Earlier in the morning.. waky up at 8.30 after preparing everything.. then i go breakfast with my family at 9. We.. go eat the cat favourite food... after finish our meal..10.30a.m my parent have decided to go mid valley and shopping. phm~~ very happy cos i bought a new NIKE culture shoe. Is really nice.. for me =) . Acutally want to buy a basketball sport shoe..but yong enn say we will buy the same one together in year 2009. haha. so... i bought the culture 1~ after that.. we go The Garden.. theres nothing special to shopping. but at the same time.. me DADDY.. have watse so much money in something that so...... that make me feel sad. haha. cos is just too expensive. i can buy a N95 at the spot. if he dont buy that things.. haiz nvm.. his favourite. =).

(sad..angry..)
During the time that we..(my mom.. sis and i) waitting for my daddy.. i saw a puma beg.. wow.. so nice. i wish i can get one.. at the same time.. i ask my sis to help me take care of my handbeg.. well... my phone is inside... the game!! in the phone.. make my sim card blocked!!!.... my sis dunno my hand phone password.. and she just simply type and type.. and my phone become... dead~~ haiyor.......!

A day which have happiness and angry~

Yan yee change?

2008-04-18T09:17:00.001-07:00

I'm Change? dunno.. myself also dunno. but my friend told me yes.. wat can i change actually.. the topic we have 24 hour discussing between me and the guai tai... is relly weird and useless.. everyone know that. we never say you girl cant join in our conversation.. but.. is this a problem?.. we always left our girls behind?.. yea.. may be i am wrong.. but you girls can call me not to walk so fast.. and why dont you girls like melissa chan yuet yi to run and chase us?.. since from last year.. melissa chan yuet yi slowly de slwoly de can join the game create by pc and yy. but you girl dowant only ma. problem 1. solve. =) .. i become very ''small gas'' yea ma. cos.. theres lot problem comes toward me.. i will be very easy to get angry..all this also got reason de. got de... got... got.....de.

Basketball traning...

2008-04-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

Today i have learn about basketball basic? things.. understand but.. dont dare to do it out.. swt..
it quite hard..but still have to train more on it. today is the first time that i V.S with my cat.. feel very pressure.. eng zi also very geng.. but i dunno why i cant partner with my cat.. i also dont care la. But is really hard to play.. cos i dont want to hurt my guai tai.. so.. i play not seriously. sometimes want.. but.. hard. cos the guai tai was.. 'huge'!..haha.. sometimes abit' xian mu' cos yin ai.. enn..kay.. eng shan.. they just like my senior.. they can play together.. and same group together. Is if i am not guai tai friend the cat also can be one of them?... is just a game anyway?..a fun game

I love this things.. and hate this things..

2008-03-29T11:13:00.000-07:00

I love this things...

And ..... i hate this things sometimes...it make me alone..

yeah... tak nak...

The Cat and the Fish

2008-03-29T10:58:00.000-07:00

All this picture is shown you that how good is the relationship between the CAT and the FISH..

No tittle...

2008-03-24T05:10:00.000-07:00

this is the first day that we move to another new class. i quite like my place that i sit now. in this afternoon.. our pjk activities for today is basketball.. aiks.. very malu.. always hit by ball.. not the first time adi. and everytime is twice.. alamak. honestly is really not pain when i been heated by a ball.. but i just hate myself that why i everytime also will cry. why?... myself also dunno. this is involuntary emotion?.. haha. haiyor.. sometimes really hate badminton.. cos my cat is haveing competition during school time everytime.. and i will be alone again and again. but when she won i will feel very de happy.. and sometimes also wanna cry cos too miss her and of course she won the competition. she look cool when this cat play badminton hoho... i really dont like Bm.. sommore tomoro is having douple period of BM.. i can die anytime now. phm.... luckly is only one day.. hoi choi hoi choi. anyway... good luck ya cat!

Thanks mom

2008-03-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

She bouhgt me a dress which cost RM600++.. so happy!!
and it really nice bacuse the price was very nice.. =)
the dress is in black..and.. long until the knee and the cuting was so special..
anyway.. Thank's mammyi~~

!!!!!!!

2008-03-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

Eveyone will change follow by the time.. only you.. you wont change even you are going to be an adult.. if you never change this attitude.. i hope you are a children forever.. my sis also better than you... omg.. so that damn childish.. always copy ppl things cant you get something on your own? shit! dunno soemthing than say dunno lar.. why must you say you know?.. so *mian chiang* change you fuck attitude lar..

Happie~~!

2008-03-08T05:18:00.001-08:00

Honestly.. i was so happy to heard she say that she will put lot of fish toy in her car when she can drive, and she want to fetch me to school every earlier in the morning... still left one year something.. we can only meet may be half year one time. so sad.
so i must appreciate the time i spend with her.. as well as my best friend...yay!.....

HoW do i get the name...

2008-03-08T05:06:00.000-08:00

Fish + Crystal... yea thats it...

This name is about frienship.. i dont think it can change and it like.. me and my best friend phui phui.. and hope the two so po wont get jealous about it. hahar

THE first time...

2008-03-08T04:58:00.001-08:00

PaSsword